ships in the night.

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

MERRY CHRISTMAS. two days ago.

What's Christmas about!? Just getting presents? No. It's celebrating Jesus's birth. If it wasn't for him, we'd be nothing. Should people be spending Christmas alone? Definitely NOT. I think it's the saddest thing. I went to church with my dad, his friend was there & we talked. This homeless man walked by, she said something about how he amazes her. How he has nothing but he still comes to church every Sunday. It touched my heart. I don't know what it was. So I had the idea of going to talk to him. So we went... We ran to catch up to him. We started talking to him & he was a happy man. We offered to take him to lunch, he said no. Then we asked if he want hot chocolate, again a no. He started telling us about his life. That's when I broke into tears. No clue why. Just did. I felt like such a baby. We kept listening to him. He said he lived singing so he sang for us. It was freaking cute. He has a great voice.
We spent a while talking to him. It broke my heart that I have so much, & then I saw this man with very little. Why is it like that? He was very happy. I hope he had a good Christmas, I also hope his friends did come at 2. Like he said they were.

Then my dads friend victor was going to propose to his girlfriend. We went to be apart of it. It was awesome! Someday I want to get married in the temple. She said yes! Her ring is so pretty. Then after we went to dinner at her parents house. It was such a fun night!

It was one of my favorite Christmas! I got to spend it with people i love. I got to see someone get engaged. I also got to Skype with my mother and little sister.

December;Christmas break.

My sister and I left las Vegas at 9am. Flights are long. I don't like just sitting there for forever! It's no fun. We stopped in Oklahoma I thought we had arrived. I was so happy. To only find out we hadn't I was disappointed. I went back to sleep, then read the skymall magazine. Very entertaining.

We got in Texas in the 17th. We just bummed around, then got ready for my dads friends party. It was big & there was a lot of people. I fell asleep early because I was so tired.

18th was a Sunday we went to church. It was so nice. We learned about Jesus & his birth. Then they had a little Christmas party, & karaoke. Guess who had the guts to sin in front of many people. Me. Guess who I dragged a long with me. Natalia. Me and singing don't do very well. + I was sick, so I still sounded like a dying cow. Horrible.

19th Discovery green
20th I got to see victor. We went to best buy.
21st Natalia got a laptop. & we went to a friends house. We played dominos! It was fun.
22nd we went to kemah, it's like lagoon but smaller. It's an amusement park/ boardwalk. It's my favorite place.
It was a lot of fun.
23 Natalia left. we skyped.
24th Christmas Eve! We went & got our nails done. It also was raining a lot. It was crazy, the rain was so intense. Then we warped presents. Then we went to dinner at a pizza place, it was so good!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

don't give up just because you had a bad day.

Beauty shines through confidence. 

Hey you! Yeah you! You’re so beautiful. Stop thinking about the bad things in life already. Throw it away and put a smile on that lovely face. Life is never easy. It never is. Things may get hard and people will always hurt & leave you. Thinking too much can only cause problems. God doesn’t give you problems to make you weaker. He give it to you to make you learn how to be stronger and tougher everyday. Happiness does not last forever and so does depression. Everybody has problems. Everybody has bad times. Do we sacrifice all the good times because of them? Do not concern yourself with the things you cannot control. Cry when you need to then let go when it’s time. Don’t hang onto painful memories just because you’re afraid to forget. Let go of things that are in the past. Forget the things that aren’t worth remembering. Stop taking things for granted. Stop taking life for granted, Live for something. Live for yourself. Follow your dreams. Live your life to it’s full potential. Just live. Let go of all the horrible things in your life and live. And one day , when you’re old , look back with no regrets. 

Remember when you were little? Because I do. My daddy had talked me into the fact that i am a princess & deserved nothing but the best - he wasn't just telling me that to make me feel special at the time. He wants me to hold onto that bit of information for the rest of my life, & now is the time to start remembering. 
i love my dad.

I love this. 

I dislike shallow girls. I dislike girls who look down on other girls when they walk past them and start laughing or point out their flaws. What? you think they're ugly? Don't know how to dress? They weigh more? How much meaner can you be? Just because you're skinnier, wear more makeup, wear better clothes, and get more attention from guys, does not make you better than them.

This has been a hard one for me. I don't like being wrong, but sometimes my dad and I butt heads, and neither of us like being wrong. that's when things get bad. words are said, and tears a dropped.  There is a certain time where I have to admit that I am wrong. 

decemeber, 2011.

So far, you've been good to me.
It's snowed about once, but it melted. 
Tomorrow is the last day of school.
I didn't go today because i'm sick.
Christmas is coming, i'm super excited.
I wonder what I'll get for christmas this year..
Maybe a car.
I wanna get kissed under a mistletoe.
I absolutely love Christmas music. 
Christmas movies are my favorite.
Today, i;m gonna watch the grinch
and on christmas day i;ll watch the polar express.
I love the whole feeling of christmas.
This year I want to go out of my way, and give someone else the best christmas ever.
christmas is about giving. 
Christmas is about spending it with the ones you love.
I'm blessed. 
I get to.
I;m excited.
I want to build a snow man
& go sledding.
Drink hot chocolate

and roast marshellows
in the fire place.
Christmas lights amaze me.

Monday, December 12, 2011

You taught me how to trust, you taught me how to love.

( You set aside your dreams, so that I could follow my own.)
Children take their dad's for granted. But I want to thank my dad for all the things we did when I was little, for all the laughter, patience & comfort.
thank you for your stories, songs, and riddles. THANK YOU for making my childhood wonderful. Thank you for always bringing a little magic into my life. Thank you for opening the book of life for me, for showing me amazument in everything.

When you feel like the world is falling apart, just remember that NO ONE can take our jokes, happy silliness, & advenutres away from us.
YOU are the rock which I have built my life around, your love never failed me, wisdom or laughter.
Thank you for all the happy, silly things, terrible kokes the clowning, the outings that went wrong

YOU ARE THE VERY BEST DAD, a princess like me could have asked for.
You've always been the best protection, either far away or close to me. you are a part of my life; my hopes, my achievments. my courage in adversity. I turn to you for encouragement justs a I did,

DAD:) Thank you for all the sacrifices that you made for me. you kept your fears and pain to your self. For us you have always been confidencet & full of happiness & reassurance.

You carried me high on your shoulders, you showed me the world. Thank you for the joys you crafted out of love. Thank you for the great companionship we have shared.

{thank you for your neverending love.}
your smiles, your frowns, your scholings and your laughter for your wisdom & mistakes. for your teasing and your teaching.

You are the one I trust when everything else fails. you have given me confidence to stand alone.
Thank you for the rituals of childhood. The run down the passage into your arms.
THANK YOU: for showing me that courtesy costs nothing, and a smile even less, but that they matter more than most things do.

You have the gift of procrastination.
Although I've grown, I will always love you.

You gave me courage to have hope & always look at the best in people. You make me go on believing in kindness, gentleness & concern when all the world seems mad.

There has been nowhere as safe as me being in your amrs, nothing so comforting as your voice. You are my protection & my companion threw my teenage years.

You taught me lovely unnescessary things. How to throw hand shadows on a wall, to skim stones and blow through grass, making a coin vanish & turn a glass of water upside down.

Thank you for being proud of me, even in my small successes and loveing me in failure. Thank  you for liking me as I am. thank you for holding me steady till I found my feet for guiding me untill I could find the way, for letting me walk on, out of sight. for being there with unchaning love.
Thank you for lettin gme realize that's it's okay to fail, to see that failiure teachs you something. thank you for loving and believing in me.

THANK YOU, for teaching me about friendhsip, kindness & concern.  For eveything I have every achived, you gave me the courgae to begin. 
{You opened a thousand doors for me, but you always let me choose the road that I should take. }

You have been thre for me, ALWAYS. Loveing me when I was nearly impossible to love. Helping me; when I didn't deserver your help.

[Dad's give us a certainty that we w\never lose a constant source of strenght & love.] 

You are an amazing man, dad and best friend.
Thank you for always being there for me.
thank you for being so kind and caring.
thank you for putting up with a teenager.
thank you for the hugs you give.

I can't wait till I get to see you.
don't ever forget.

I love that smile of yours.
I love your jokes.
you make me smile.

you are AWESOME.
You are my hero.
so keep being a good dad, you'll be my hero forever and always.
I can't express my gratitude towards you.
I love you, so much. 

Thursday, November 24, 2011

A day of thanks.

It's thanksgiving. A day to be grateful&thankful for every thing in your life. The way I see it, is that you should always be thankful for the things you have & get. I'm grateful for;
-my sister
-my mommy
-my daddy
-our house
-the fact I have my license
-being able to learn
-people that smile
-people that are there for you
-having a job
-having people love me
- for being tall
-having brown hair
-having brown eyes
-my friends
-cotton candy